Oh you're in my veins and I cannot get you out

22 year old. College grad. Current graduate student. Lover of learning. Highly opinionated. Living a stereotypical 20 something life.

yall. i’m almost done with my master’s degree. tomorrow i have my 4th out of 5 diagnostics i have to do, and my last two classes start this week. then in january i will have no classes, just exit exams (comps), and licensing exams. and clinic. then i’m gonna be done. And i’ll have M.S. CCC-SLP after my name. 

also, we got a couch today and our apartment is looking nice. 

yay for having my life together

our new apt. with the boyfriend. we don’t have a couch, tv stand, or dining set yet, so we have picnics on a blanket in our living room every night. and we need bed frame. he works all day and i watch 12 hours of keeping up with the kardashians a day, so between our busy schedules little unpacking has been done

moving in with your significant other is hard when you both have tons of stuff. a walk in closet looks so big until you have to fit both your clothes, plus his enormous collection of baseball caps. therefore, i’m escaping to huntsville for a few days

new age

i’m packing up my apartment and my boyfriend and i are moving into a place together in a week and a half! and in a few months we are getting a puppy and i’m about to start my last year of school ever. and i’ll be taking my last 2 classes this fall, then comps in january and my licensing exam. and in december i’ll be done with classes and just do clinic. I used to feel like i was just faking being a grown up, but lately i’ve been feeling like a real adult. 

Mtv’s virgin show

Firstly, I’m definitely not a virgin. So I’m watching this show on mtv about virgins and it’s freaking hilrious. I think it’s great some people wait for marriage but they are literally so awkward. A lot of virgins act like 12 year olds when it comes to sex jokes or talking about sex. I know a couple virgins who think it’s crazy that people can be so open about sex. I get it’s like a beautiful thing made for married couples, but when it comes down to it, sex is not scary or really that beautiful or anything. It’s super awkward until you’ve done it with the same person a bunch of times. That’s why relationship sex is way better. But some of these virgins on this show are just too much. Sex isn’t a complicated huge thing like they think. It’s usually not that fun 75% of the time. I wish I could just hug these poor awkward people. This show is just too much

Yall. I just want to get married to my boyfriend. Is that too much to ask? I just want to be done with my masters, be married to him, get paid to work at a school, and come home to him and cook him dinner, then go to sleep next to him. And to be paid for the therapy I do instead of me paying my supervisor for me to work for her. Can it be may 2015 yet?

Matthew18:22

Jesus says don’t just forgive someone 7 times, but 70 times 7 times. It’s so hard. My boyfriend broke up with me, long story short we got back together after 2 weeks, but I’m still hurt. Forgiveness is so hard when someone breaks your heart into a million pieces. I lost trust in him, I still love him, and want to marry him, so we are trying to work it out. The only reason he broke up with me was because he felt like he would hold me back because he wants to live between Birmingham and Tuscaloosa and I wanted to move out of state.
The reality is I am the happinest with him and we compliment each other so well. I don’t care where we are or what kind of house we have, as long as I’m with him I’m happy. Still, I am still hurt by him just breaking up with me and forgivness can be so hard. It’s one thing to say you forgive someone but actually doing it is hard.
Striving to be more Christ like can be so damn hard sometimes.